For some reason I'm depressed, I have no idea why. Things are going wonderful for me but the fact that nothing's been completed in my journey makes me think that I'm a complete and utter failure. I wish things were easier and I wish my mind wasn't rushing at all times. The fact that everybody and anyone is always there for me makes no sense whatsoever . They have my back and will take care of me even though I don't deserve it. Honestly I feel like I'm falling back into a black hole this past week, but I know things will turn out the way they should and I just need to appreciate the fact that I have things much better than most. Complaining isn't an excuse.